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TW in pictures.
Feb. 7th, 2010 | 01:01 am
mood: 
drained
Booked out at 2plus, reached home at 4plus.
I have to book in by 11am tmr.
Life is really hectic now and getting this CW2IC is really a bad timing.
I have to cut myself into the admin side and exercise side.
With both modes running concurrently and someone above me nagging like never before I find it hard to breathe.
3 hours of sleep everyday. I am almost dying.
Rahh. 3 more weeks of pro term! :S
And I miss Kiatyao. Just talked to him over the phone for a while. If he was here he'll tell me how to relax and sleep. I'll see him and xiongwei when they're back to safti! :D
Alright should sleep soon.
Serena's leaving :(((((((
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Taipei, Taiwan.
Jan. 27th, 2010 | 01:28 am
mood: 
satisfied
(Beautiful Rainie)
BACK FROM TAIWAN YESTERDAY.
BACK TO SAFTI TODAY.
I feel very happy and satisfied actually that I was praised quite a number of times for the good job done for my mission. Hehehe oops XD
Kudos to jason too! Buddy you did a great job woo. Thanks for being my shagged-out runner, lub lub!
Okay, tired.
I love this taiwan trip. I love taipei. I must visit it someday again.
Photos soon :D
Chinese new year coming!
OUR COMMS PARADE COMING!
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TWOZEROONEZERO.
Jan. 4th, 2010 | 06:13 pm
mood: 
blank
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY :)
Let this be a happy 2010. haha.
In 2009,
I really grew up and learnt a lot. They say I talk differently. I felt I act differently. Mum sees a change in me too.
Personally, it's a positive change. Yup.
I think it's army and OCS that did magic. Although these two years of conscript life might sometimes be too much to take, but no doubt the positive changes it brought to me physically and psychologically is magnificant. 2010 is my second year of army life. Soon March 2011 will come and I will ORD and I can finally do what I wanna do. I just hope it comes soon.
At the same time I lost a lot of friends this year. Relationships aren't like how they were, without any reason sometimes. Haha. This is weird. But I guess this is part of growing up. I guess I'm getting used to it.
New year resolutions? Sometimes I wonder if they work. Haha, oh well.
Right now I just wanna get commissioned and get a desired posting. Then save much more money for my ORD trip with yuan and uni expenses and aussie trip to visit ser.
2010 might not sound that good after all, ser's leaving so soon. As soon as I get back from Taiwan. Hmmm.
Nothing much for 2010. I wish for more time for the corps, I really need to show support and split the heavy workload.
2010 shall be for my family, friends, sjab, and savings LOL.
I wish for great health for dad mum bro and sis.
I wouldn't wanna lose more friends alr, especially those close ones, and the new good friends made in platoon2.
I wish the cadets find purpose and meaning in their secondary school life.
I hope I'll learn to be disciplined and save more money, haha.
(But yes, I secretly wish to buy more clothes LOL. It's time to change my wardrobe, 20 next year and I ain't a teenager soon hee.)
And some wishes are meant to kept secret. Oops.
Happy new year! Taiwan tmr.
Let this be a happy 2010. haha.
In 2009,
I really grew up and learnt a lot. They say I talk differently. I felt I act differently. Mum sees a change in me too.
Personally, it's a positive change. Yup.
I think it's army and OCS that did magic. Although these two years of conscript life might sometimes be too much to take, but no doubt the positive changes it brought to me physically and psychologically is magnificant. 2010 is my second year of army life. Soon March 2011 will come and I will ORD and I can finally do what I wanna do. I just hope it comes soon.
At the same time I lost a lot of friends this year. Relationships aren't like how they were, without any reason sometimes. Haha. This is weird. But I guess this is part of growing up. I guess I'm getting used to it.
New year resolutions? Sometimes I wonder if they work. Haha, oh well.
Right now I just wanna get commissioned and get a desired posting. Then save much more money for my ORD trip with yuan and uni expenses and aussie trip to visit ser.
2010 might not sound that good after all, ser's leaving so soon. As soon as I get back from Taiwan. Hmmm.
Nothing much for 2010. I wish for more time for the corps, I really need to show support and split the heavy workload.
2010 shall be for my family, friends, sjab, and savings LOL.
I wish for great health for dad mum bro and sis.
I wouldn't wanna lose more friends alr, especially those close ones, and the new good friends made in platoon2.
I wish the cadets find purpose and meaning in their secondary school life.
I hope I'll learn to be disciplined and save more money, haha.
(But yes, I secretly wish to buy more clothes LOL. It's time to change my wardrobe, 20 next year and I ain't a teenager soon hee.)
And some wishes are meant to kept secret. Oops.
Happy new year! Taiwan tmr.
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Xmas photos 2009.
Jan. 3rd, 2010 | 12:37 am
TOTALLY LAZY. GO FACEBOOK FOR THE REST.
Taiwan in 3 days.
:((((
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I fear me.
Dec. 28th, 2009 | 04:14 am
I know.
I know.
I always know. I've not been feeding my journal with proper entries. Proper as in something with emotions, something with pictures, and something that isn't Ris Low, or some jokes, or some calculations of the money I spend. I know. I need something with quality. I have it! Just that I'm too tired to type everything out. But I ought to. I want to have a copy of my thoughts now so it wouldn't fly away later, and when I flip back here and look at this entry I would relive the feeling I felt then, when then's now. haha.
Yes I guess the big thing is about my bday! :) I know, it always is. HAHAHA.
"What the hell la wb, fuck ni la!! Bhb."
Lol fine. But yes as always I felt very blessed. At the same time I learnt alot. yes through a bday I realised alot of things. I see people differently. My assumptions were somehow justified, and I see things differently. I see things like a 19-year old. I see things like an independent man-to-be. But yes I'll talk about it again dear diary. Together with my new year reflections, like I always did religiously.
I'm sure I seldom talk about him here. He's Chrissy. He was my JC classmate. He's my brother.
But, I HATE HIM.
Haha. He always puts the ugly truth in front of me, those that I always try to deny.
Unfortunately most of the time he's right and I hate to admit it.
So Lee Wen Jun, go fuck yourself and die.
Yes, perhaps I should accept reality as it is and just forget about it. Oh well. Life's horrible.
That's why I indulge myself in Pokemon (again cos' my save file's corrupted T.T)! :D
HAHA. Training pokemon I've never trained before for the past 2 games. New combination seh don't pray pray!
And yes it's Christmas.
So, MERRY CHRISTMAS HOHOHO!
Yup, thts all. I wanted to sleep early tonight but its 4am. Waking up at 9 later :(
Booking in today alr. :(
I will seriously write an entry next week journal. I will pen down my thoughts genuinely and sincerely. Till then, I love you :)
I know.
I always know. I've not been feeding my journal with proper entries. Proper as in something with emotions, something with pictures, and something that isn't Ris Low, or some jokes, or some calculations of the money I spend. I know. I need something with quality. I have it! Just that I'm too tired to type everything out. But I ought to. I want to have a copy of my thoughts now so it wouldn't fly away later, and when I flip back here and look at this entry I would relive the feeling I felt then, when then's now. haha.
Yes I guess the big thing is about my bday! :) I know, it always is. HAHAHA.
"What the hell la wb, fuck ni la!! Bhb."
Lol fine. But yes as always I felt very blessed. At the same time I learnt alot. yes through a bday I realised alot of things. I see people differently. My assumptions were somehow justified, and I see things differently. I see things like a 19-year old. I see things like an independent man-to-be. But yes I'll talk about it again dear diary. Together with my new year reflections, like I always did religiously.
I'm sure I seldom talk about him here. He's Chrissy. He was my JC classmate. He's my brother.
But, I HATE HIM.
Haha. He always puts the ugly truth in front of me, those that I always try to deny.
Unfortunately most of the time he's right and I hate to admit it.
So Lee Wen Jun, go fuck yourself and die.
Yes, perhaps I should accept reality as it is and just forget about it. Oh well. Life's horrible.
That's why I indulge myself in Pokemon (again cos' my save file's corrupted T.T)! :D
HAHA. Training pokemon I've never trained before for the past 2 games. New combination seh don't pray pray!
And yes it's Christmas.
So, MERRY CHRISTMAS HOHOHO!
Yup, thts all. I wanted to sleep early tonight but its 4am. Waking up at 9 later :(
Booking in today alr. :(
I will seriously write an entry next week journal. I will pen down my thoughts genuinely and sincerely. Till then, I love you :)
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$$$
Dec. 20th, 2009 | 02:28 am
mood: lethargic
Last week at Serangoon Garden's with the goons. :D
Had a bad diarrheoa so i must say I didn't fully enjoy the food, what a waste.
(1)
Items to prepare for Taiwan Trip.
1. Windbreaker = 90+bucks
2. Long John = 12.90X2 = 25bucks
3. Lip Balm = 10bucks
4. Nomex gloves = 26bucks
5. R7R allowance = eh... 500? LOL.
Total (excluding rnr) = 150bucks
(2)
Comms ball = 280bucks
(3)
Xmas gift exchange here and there = 30,40bucks
TOTAL : 480-500BUCKS
WTF. Broke, totally.
______________________
And thanks girls for the wonderful not-so-surprised bday surprise!
I reallllllly appreciate it alot. :)
It's great to know ppl rmb this day every year, so thank you, thank you so much.
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Ris Low: My very own 'Ris-tionary'
Dec. 17th, 2009 | 06:39 am
mood: 
sick
If you want someone freaking retarded to amuse you, she's the one. This is from MSN News so pls enjoy! :D ________________________________________
The controversial ex-beauty queen, who unwittingly coined the phenomenally popular word 'boomz', blogs about some other, eh, words she uses on a regular basis. Here's what she has to say:
HONESTLY, I never thought the word 'boomz' was just a word used by myself and in the comics, where the cars go crashing and then boomz!Anywayz, I'm always into new words, and like coming up with new ways of expressing myself. Through different sounds actually. Here are just a few:
The controversial ex-beauty queen, who unwittingly coined the phenomenally popular word 'boomz', blogs about some other, eh, words she uses on a regular basis. Here's what she has to say:
HONESTLY, I never thought the word 'boomz' was just a word used by myself and in the comics, where the cars go crashing and then boomz!Anywayz, I'm always into new words, and like coming up with new ways of expressing myself. Through different sounds actually. Here are just a few:
Image from Channel NewsAsia video
The by-now waaay famous:
Boomz - adjective
DEFINITION: A loud and extravagant sound / impact / statement in a positive manner
Example 1: This T shirt here is super boomz.
Example 2: This handsome guy is very boomz.
Shingz - adjective
DEFINITION: The total opposite for Boomz and a new word for 'get lost'.
Example 1: Wow! Look at that! The outfit the fat angmoh lady is wearing is totally shingz.
Example 2: Shingz off! I am trying to concentrate on my work here.
Niffy Bitty - adjective
DEFINITION: Little / small / something cute and tiny
Example 1: I am back to hugging my niffy bitty Hello Kitty soft toy.
Example 2: Look at that niffy bitty bit of paper. How to see?
Sushimi - noun
DEFINITION: Sashimi and sushi combined
Example 1: I think the sushimi in this restaurant is very boomz.
Example 2: I love raw sushimi.
Words I use all the time:
Ka pow - verb
DEFINITION: to punch
Example 1: Come near me and I would ka pow you right in the middle of your face.
Example 2: I got ka powed by a group of gangsters just now.
Urg - interjection (used as an exclamation expressing sudden pain or dismay.)
DEFINITION: The sound of vomit and to say the woman is very buang.
Example 1: Urg! Look at that fatty over there in the bikini.
Example 2: I just feel like urgging. Don't know why also. Till next time! ___________________________________
OK honestly there's some other words she used, like buang or frienemy. But not exactly Ris-tionary words so ya, omitted. She might as well call herself Row. Ris and Low combined.
JOKE. Okay adieu :D
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JCC UPON MY CHEST.
Dec. 5th, 2009 | 11:45 pm
mood: 
accomplished
After 9 days of infantry training and 9 days of JCC, I'm finally back!
And I've passed JCC, with a lot, a lot, a lot of help from my detail and platoon.
Thanks John Kianhong Aikho Engwei Sir Alex Caicai and Liangjie. The 9 days of hardship was worth it. We did achieve what we came for, thankfully.
It was indeed the toughest 9 days of my life. I am grateful for the very fine weather. There was heavy rain only on 2 days, which was a great sign. I am grateful for the assistance our group received along the way. I am grateful for Brandon being fine. He had a anaphylactic attack and it was my first encounter after learning for so many years. I'm glad everything went well. I am grateful for the courage I mustered to kill the quail. I would never do it again, it was so horrible feeling its heartbeat and its frantic flapping of wings on your hands.
I am grateful for John being in the detail especially. He drops advice and words at the right time that pushed me on. The two biggest foamers in the platoon getting the JCC badge, hahahaha! John Cheo, we did it :D
"Wenbin, take off your LBV, rest propetly. You HAVE to plot"
"Wenbin, I know at this point of time you feel like crying and giving up, but you have to tell yourself this is the test you have to go through. Tell yourself you're gonna be strong and we'll get through it all."
Yes... We really did it. I can't believe myself. Scaling through all the knolls and mountains. Sleeping under the sky as your blanket. Fighting for space with mosquitoes and superduper big ants. Quarreling and getting over all the quarrels. Getting lost for 24 hours and you have only a few hours left to meet the objective. Getting through the 9 days with that meagre amount of food you have. Tolerating your groupmates' nonsense and the mental stress that acts upon yourself. Working with nature when nature decides to work against you. Falling down, injured by your heartless rifle, then picking yourself up again. Sing to yourself to make sure you are alive. Think of Mum and everything will be fine.
Liangting Brandon and Kenneth didn't make it, :(
Tingy wo ting ni ah! We are still gng to get commissioned tgt, it's just a badge. The process is what makes the badge incredible. You've been through the process, that's the main thing budd. I love you still :D
R&R was quite a foam. But well, its with my dear platoon mates. Any thing that foams somehow became fun too :D and we had a mini celebration for the december babies, which make up 1/3 of the platoon haha. 11/29 ppl are born in december how about that!
now the guy on the extreme left with green stripes is mr john cheo! :D
lastly, a picture of all the december babies. yes my dearest tecky is a december baby too. 17th. AND HE HAS TO SMASH A PIECE OF CAKE INTO MY FACE WHICH GOT INTO THE NOSE. you suck! So after that on the bus i decided to ignore him for a minute. Rahh!
Zone meeting tmr. Finally I feel that im gna have more time for stjohn. I will volunteer myself tmr.
Then off to army market for some shopping with tecky. See all soon man.
It really feels great to be back home. :)
And I've passed JCC, with a lot, a lot, a lot of help from my detail and platoon.
Thanks John Kianhong Aikho Engwei Sir Alex Caicai and Liangjie. The 9 days of hardship was worth it. We did achieve what we came for, thankfully.
It was indeed the toughest 9 days of my life. I am grateful for the very fine weather. There was heavy rain only on 2 days, which was a great sign. I am grateful for the assistance our group received along the way. I am grateful for Brandon being fine. He had a anaphylactic attack and it was my first encounter after learning for so many years. I'm glad everything went well. I am grateful for the courage I mustered to kill the quail. I would never do it again, it was so horrible feeling its heartbeat and its frantic flapping of wings on your hands.
I am grateful for John being in the detail especially. He drops advice and words at the right time that pushed me on. The two biggest foamers in the platoon getting the JCC badge, hahahaha! John Cheo, we did it :D
"Wenbin, take off your LBV, rest propetly. You HAVE to plot"
"Wenbin, I know at this point of time you feel like crying and giving up, but you have to tell yourself this is the test you have to go through. Tell yourself you're gonna be strong and we'll get through it all."
Yes... We really did it. I can't believe myself. Scaling through all the knolls and mountains. Sleeping under the sky as your blanket. Fighting for space with mosquitoes and superduper big ants. Quarreling and getting over all the quarrels. Getting lost for 24 hours and you have only a few hours left to meet the objective. Getting through the 9 days with that meagre amount of food you have. Tolerating your groupmates' nonsense and the mental stress that acts upon yourself. Working with nature when nature decides to work against you. Falling down, injured by your heartless rifle, then picking yourself up again. Sing to yourself to make sure you are alive. Think of Mum and everything will be fine.
Liangting Brandon and Kenneth didn't make it, :(
Tingy wo ting ni ah! We are still gng to get commissioned tgt, it's just a badge. The process is what makes the badge incredible. You've been through the process, that's the main thing budd. I love you still :D
R&R was quite a foam. But well, its with my dear platoon mates. Any thing that foams somehow became fun too :D and we had a mini celebration for the december babies, which make up 1/3 of the platoon haha. 11/29 ppl are born in december how about that!
now the guy on the extreme left with green stripes is mr john cheo! :D
lastly, a picture of all the december babies. yes my dearest tecky is a december baby too. 17th. AND HE HAS TO SMASH A PIECE OF CAKE INTO MY FACE WHICH GOT INTO THE NOSE. you suck! So after that on the bus i decided to ignore him for a minute. Rahh!
Zone meeting tmr. Finally I feel that im gna have more time for stjohn. I will volunteer myself tmr.
Then off to army market for some shopping with tecky. See all soon man.
It really feels great to be back home. :)
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I AM REALLY LEAVING.
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 09:31 pm
mood: melancholy
I, Loo Wen Bin, hereby declare that,
I AM REALLY LEAVING TO BRUNEI.
These few days felt so surreal. I keep telling tecky I can't believe I'm flying off. We talked about the trip, then the platoon, then somehow drifted back to school.
Tecky was from TJ, but I never knew him until we met in ocs. Then we both agreed the happiest moments we had were all during our uniformed group, secondary school and jc days.
(AWWWWWW. misty eyes.)
Going to Brunei is scary, cos' I'm not sure if I can make it out there alone during JCC survival phase.
I don't wanna fail it, cos this badge is 'infantry's pride'. If you don't even have a JCC badge as an infantry officer, you're seen as 'cui', lousy, blah, which is kinda true.
Thus, it is an established and acknowledged fact that this badge is important to infantry officers-to-be like me.
1000s had done it, why not you wenbin?
Still, fear overwrites all.
I guess the scariest thing is not about survival, it's about leaving your comfort zone without anyone's support, and you do things you'll never attempt in your life even if you're paid to do so.
After talking so much, the fact is that, you are leaving this place wenbin.
I must admit that I'm not feeling very positive.
But I have my buddies, I'll make sure I survive for my family and friends and most imptly, those in it physically with me.
Can't let any parties down.
This is my last paragraph.
Goodbye everybody. Serena all the best for your driving! zy yj jy hm sb all the best for exams! Hols coming sooon! I can smell it already! Two more weeks to 3SG rank ng koksiong! and the list goes on.... oh and meimei better get into xinmin normal acad!
5th december will come soon. It's just another ocs confinement. I survived that, even with setbacks and tears. I am stronger now, Im sure I can handle this bigger challenge. I will emerge as a stronger person. GOOD BYE!
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Before Brunei comes.
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 03:26 pm
mood: uncomfortable
Some ocs photos before i go. Some shots I managed to get in these four months. Kenchin didn't give me everything! I want kiatyao's farewell shots! RAHHH! 
The one on my right is tecky, my current buddy! Damn ups, we always talk every night before we sleep. hahaha. I love him man. We better not shift bunks again. 
shopping with mum and mei, then with kahlun and siewbee and kl's prom, then dinnnner with kok.
Oh, lets leave the details out. I had fun (and lots of food) :)
Yay to ks who's gna be a 3SG in RSAF (GRRRR!!!!) soon!
This morning, ng ah sio bak kut teh with jy yj and ser! :D wooo! nicee nicee. xiongwei joined us kinda later, haha.
xw shared with me damn lots of his brunei socjot experience.... he went for ten days only and he said its tough. im gng for 21 days omgzz...
my mind is filled with sianness and stress and fear actually. containing them but wonder what would happen when i pass the customs at night.
I have nothing much to say at this point of time. Please pray for me that I will pass JCC (jungle confidence course) and return with the badge. The one they call it the pride of infantry officers. I might get Gold for IPPT, i might have passed SOC, but without the JCC i'm just nothing respectable. Yes, maybe it sounds like wth to you, but this is how it works.
I'll return and take let you see my face. compare it with how i looked now. they say people who've been through JCC will all slim down (in an unhealthy manner). let's see. haha.
Adieu, see you 3 weeks later.
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Sunrise.
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 11:23 pm
mood: 
moody
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3.
4.
THIS CAMERA IS SO CUI! Rahh. The last group photo is blurred. -.-
In chronological order,
1. Supper with sweet platoon mates at Bedok 85, friday midnight! I love their company. If most of them were not here I would have find something wrong with myself and leave this business aside. Too tough a business for me alone. Lub lub. HAHA. :D
2. Oh Em Gee. I went back to xinmin on saturday, finally finally finally. BNCOC theory phase. I've been waiting to see my cadets for so so so so so so so so long. So glad to see sec 2s yq weiqi chella cherie amanda yvonne xuezhen sir adrian shili michelle willlly sir wayne huili ... even saw kahlun later! AND MISS NG! but sheryl jiahao mel and shuxian? and even zone mates! CHESLA lol nad yvonnemaam tingting nerissa elyas yufeng clement AI kids and more whom i cant recall now! Felt so refreshed staring at the parade square. Everything flooded back in my mind. Thought of my corps days. I really wanna get commissioned now and fly back to join them. Arh. Oh well. Situations aren't really controlled by me somehow. I miss all, and I'm so glad I saw most yesterday.
3. Movie date with besties! Then zhiyuan as usual watched the movie we wanted to watch, then in the end changed a movie. That doesn't end here. She decided to take a step further to ps us cos' she haven't finish her stuff! RAHH. Haha but the fish & co lunch was imba. I didn't even take a proper dinner after that. And the durian pancake was imba too! So nice. I would also queue up just to buy one pancake, hahahaha. All the best for your presentations man! Next movie date next month! Tang would have to waittttttt. Hee.
4. Nadiah and CHESLA's bday celebration! Hahah kuku peirong got chelsa's name wrongly -.- At hg pizza hut. Hope they had fun! But could see everyone was tired after their own agenda, i.e. NCO course, alevels, ARMY, blabla. Nvm, we'll have a better one soon! After yangqin adam and peirong are done with their alevels. :D Happy birthday girls!
Went starbucks and zichar today with the sisters! WOW I REALLY SATISFIED ALOT OF MY CRAVIN
The long weekend's too short to be long. Days zoomed past like lightning and here I am, typing this post at 0021 hours, where the Monday starts. Where Alevels starts. Where I'm waking up later at 7.40am. Where I'm leaving house at 8.10am. Where I'm reaching Joo Koon at 9.30am. Where I'm reaching my bunk seeing dearest tecky at 10am. Where I shall go cut my hair, shop at the gift shop, and then pack my field pack, change to my smart 4 until 12pm.
Where I am looking forward to Friday to see my koksiong for dinner (i will force him to go chompchomp and frolick) and Rangoon Rd bak kut teh with ah xiong and my sisters.
Where I will leave this country in less than a week's time to brunei for lancer and JCC reluctantly. Oh Em Gee. Life sucks.
Plus plus, the report I have to write on that incident. I don't want anything to happen to me.. :S I'm actually very worried, though I didn't tell anyone when I booked out. No point, im just afraid i might get picked on, i might get charged, .... I don't know. honestly what is going to happen is out of control alr. Pray pray.
Plus plus plus, I am the CPC. Cadet PC. From tmr onwards. For three, four weeks. In brunei, in hectic brunei. Imagine unco-operative people, imagine instructors breathing air on your neck every now and then, imagine me shouting and begging for help and co-operation, imagine me complaining to tecky every night. Imagine.
Tough month ahead, yes no?
Tecky said he saw a beautiful sunrise at the end of last year. He said it might be heaven's reward for him pulling through the tough 2008.
2009 is tougher. I am pulling through too. I am doing fine so far. If I get past this brunei and cpc and ___ incident stage uninjured, tell me.
Do I get a sunrise to appreciate too? :)
Okay next week I need icecream bakkutteh sugarcane drink and my family and friends. Then I will set off to brunei cos I know I will meet moon seok bak and dj when i come back. :)
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
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3.
4.
THIS CAMERA IS SO CUI! Rahh. The last group photo is blurred. -.-
In chronological order,
1. Supper with sweet platoon mates at Bedok 85, friday midnight! I love their company. If most of them were not here I would have find something wrong with myself and leave this business aside. Too tough a business for me alone. Lub lub. HAHA. :D
2. Oh Em Gee. I went back to xinmin on saturday, finally finally finally. BNCOC theory phase. I've been waiting to see my cadets for so so so so so so so so long. So glad to see sec 2s yq weiqi chella cherie amanda yvonne xuezhen sir adrian shili michelle willlly sir wayne huili ... even saw kahlun later! AND MISS NG! but sheryl jiahao mel and shuxian? and even zone mates! CHESLA lol nad yvonnemaam tingting nerissa elyas yufeng clement AI kids and more whom i cant recall now! Felt so refreshed staring at the parade square. Everything flooded back in my mind. Thought of my corps days. I really wanna get commissioned now and fly back to join them. Arh. Oh well. Situations aren't really controlled by me somehow. I miss all, and I'm so glad I saw most yesterday.
3. Movie date with besties! Then zhiyuan as usual watched the movie we wanted to watch, then in the end changed a movie. That doesn't end here. She decided to take a step further to ps us cos' she haven't finish her stuff! RAHH. Haha but the fish & co lunch was imba. I didn't even take a proper dinner after that. And the durian pancake was imba too! So nice. I would also queue up just to buy one pancake, hahahaha. All the best for your presentations man! Next movie date next month! Tang would have to waittttttt. Hee.
4. Nadiah and CHESLA's bday celebration! Hahah kuku peirong got chelsa's name wrongly -.- At hg pizza hut. Hope they had fun! But could see everyone was tired after their own agenda, i.e. NCO course, alevels, ARMY, blabla. Nvm, we'll have a better one soon! After yangqin adam and peirong are done with their alevels. :D Happy birthday girls!
Went starbucks and zichar today with the sisters! WOW I REALLY SATISFIED ALOT OF MY CRAVIN
The long weekend's too short to be long. Days zoomed past like lightning and here I am, typing this post at 0021 hours, where the Monday starts. Where Alevels starts. Where I'm waking up later at 7.40am. Where I'm leaving house at 8.10am. Where I'm reaching Joo Koon at 9.30am. Where I'm reaching my bunk seeing dearest tecky at 10am. Where I shall go cut my hair, shop at the gift shop, and then pack my field pack, change to my smart 4 until 12pm.
Where I am looking forward to Friday to see my koksiong for dinner (i will force him to go chompchomp and frolick) and Rangoon Rd bak kut teh with ah xiong and my sisters.
Where I will leave this country in less than a week's time to brunei for lancer and JCC reluctantly. Oh Em Gee. Life sucks.
Plus plus, the report I have to write on that incident. I don't want anything to happen to me.. :S I'm actually very worried, though I didn't tell anyone when I booked out. No point, im just afraid i might get picked on, i might get charged, .... I don't know. honestly what is going to happen is out of control alr. Pray pray.
Plus plus plus, I am the CPC. Cadet PC. From tmr onwards. For three, four weeks. In brunei, in hectic brunei. Imagine unco-operative people, imagine instructors breathing air on your neck every now and then, imagine me shouting and begging for help and co-operation, imagine me complaining to tecky every night. Imagine.
Tough month ahead, yes no?
Tecky said he saw a beautiful sunrise at the end of last year. He said it might be heaven's reward for him pulling through the tough 2008.
2009 is tougher. I am pulling through too. I am doing fine so far. If I get past this brunei and cpc and ___ incident stage uninjured, tell me.
Do I get a sunrise to appreciate too? :)
Okay next week I need icecream bakkutteh sugarcane drink and my family and friends. Then I will set off to brunei cos I know I will meet moon seok bak and dj when i come back. :)
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
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Time will not turn back for you and me.
Nov. 1st, 2009 | 09:07 am
Sometimes you know when something's done wrongly, you can't salvage it cos time will not turn back for you.
This is penned down in my heart forever. It's something that reeks of guilt.
I won't do this again.
This is penned down in my heart forever. It's something that reeks of guilt.
I won't do this again.
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I got misty eyes as they said farewell
Oct. 24th, 2009 | 12:58 am
mood: cheerful
I'd like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns slowly.......
Oh i so love this song.
AND I GOT IPPT GOLD ERAHHHKJAGDSAKJR VKA
BOOMZ!
Finally, yes, finally. After 18 years of my life after 7 months of training. I finally achieved it.
I felt so touched I didn't know what to say.
But it was a bad day the day I got gold. a lot of things happened ........
Now it's left with SOC! Can do it one wbbbbbbb im sure. :)
One more step nearer to comms. You're doing well.
Next week is a truckload of exercises. Navigation, then attack, then defence, then survival. Zzzz.
Im defence sect comd omgzzzz. Bur im sure tecky and boons are worse haha! LETS JIAYOUUUUUUUUUU WE CAN DO THIS.
5more months to comms! LOL. -.- shut up.
alot alot of things to pack at home. veryyyy messy. haha.
my legs are damn cui now. that explains the ridiculously bad timing for soc trial test tdy. 11.43, 2minutes plus away from pass timing!
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Keep me going.
Oct. 21st, 2009 | 07:31 pm
mood: discontent
These two days had been very relaxing. JC visit and all the prep stuff. Had fun as a tour guide actually, haha. Seeing the NJC students trying hard to appreciate my jokes reminded me of my JC days.. Awww. all the wonderful kuantan trip, and what not. I love field trips. So interesting. :)
Tmr's IPPT, again. Got a strong feeling I might be stuck at silver again, then the same cycle continues. Getting scolded for sucking at pull-ups, getting scolded cos' you can even get gold for running but not chin-ups, being reprimanded cos' he thinks you're just not trying. Life sucks, period.
Talked to Jeremy from Platoon 1 just now. I admire him, honestly. He was from the obese batch, and he managed to make it thus far to OCS. Although he is still achieving a Pass standard only, he is very positive about it. Make up in other areas for stuff you aren't good at. It takes time to digest those words, cos' I usually would be stuck in this helpless scenario of a retarded boy having extremely low self-esteem. Oh well, that's me.
Enjoyed talking to him though. He's another mini source of motivation. I hope to get Gold tmr, 2 more pullups wb you can do thissssssss.
Then after IPPT comes SOC. Gosh. The story will continue
...
...
This JC visit also showed me how two different working styles produces two different kind of corps. It was obvious which style was more superior, seeing the kind of people that were produced. We are all superior in different ways, I guess.
Talking about styles, his style is back. We are dead fish again.
Sobs (for a thousand days).
Okay two more days to book out!
One more week to full blast outfield!
Two more weeks to Tekong!
Four more weeks to Brunei :S
Again, life sucks, period.
Tmr's IPPT, again. Got a strong feeling I might be stuck at silver again, then the same cycle continues. Getting scolded for sucking at pull-ups, getting scolded cos' you can even get gold for running but not chin-ups, being reprimanded cos' he thinks you're just not trying. Life sucks, period.
Talked to Jeremy from Platoon 1 just now. I admire him, honestly. He was from the obese batch, and he managed to make it thus far to OCS. Although he is still achieving a Pass standard only, he is very positive about it. Make up in other areas for stuff you aren't good at. It takes time to digest those words, cos' I usually would be stuck in this helpless scenario of a retarded boy having extremely low self-esteem. Oh well, that's me.
Enjoyed talking to him though. He's another mini source of motivation. I hope to get Gold tmr, 2 more pullups wb you can do thissssssss.
Then after IPPT comes SOC. Gosh. The story will continue
...
...
This JC visit also showed me how two different working styles produces two different kind of corps. It was obvious which style was more superior, seeing the kind of people that were produced. We are all superior in different ways, I guess.
Talking about styles, his style is back. We are dead fish again.
Sobs (for a thousand days).
Okay two more days to book out!
One more week to full blast outfield!
Two more weeks to Tekong!
Four more weeks to Brunei :S
Again, life sucks, period.
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You think life's funny is it?
Oct. 18th, 2009 | 08:26 pm
BOOKED IN. :(
A lot of things to do. But for those whos as unhappy with life as I am now,
here's sth to share haha!
Emailed to me by tecky.
oh tecky's my buddy.
SMILE EVERYONE. lets try to.
1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下
2.题目: ..一边 ........... 一边............ ..
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~
3.题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？~~
4.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行 ..
5. 題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊
6. 照样造句
例题: 你 (唱歌) 我(跳舞 )
小朋友写 : 你(好吗 ) 我(很好)
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??
7.照样造句
例题: 别人都夸我( )，其实我( )
小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我( 是戴面具的)。
老师评语 : 什么面具这么好用???
8.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗...
老师评语 : 那到底是细还是粗？
9.题目 : 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?
10.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。
11.题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗 ...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写: 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~
12. 题目: 谢谢.... 因为......
小朋友写 : 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!
13.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语 : 老师更难过......
14. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~
15.題目: 一… 便 …
小朋友写: 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的…
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造...
16. 題目: 又..... 又 .....
小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?
17果然
上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。
小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉肚子了！
老师：…………
18 瓜分
小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非
老师：小傻瓜也分不清
19 好吃
小朋友：好吃个屁
老师： ………
20 况且
小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．
老师：……………
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Go Pikachu!
Oct. 18th, 2009 | 02:41 pm
location: Pixie Lott-Cry me out
mood: 
scared
Yes Im very happy ytd cos' I went shopping! AND I SPENT LESS THAN FIFTY BUCKS ON CLO
Went uniqlo and got two tshirts, 30plus altgt. I GOT THIS PIKACHU TSHIRT WHICH GOT ME T
But my mum couldn't tell its pikachu. she said pikachu dont have cross-shaped red spot. LOL. my mum's as cute as pikachu.
Book in again. Zzzz I must get gold for IPPT and pass SOC. I hate this kind of life where instructors scold you because you havent reach the standards you;re supposed to be at and I hate those discriminating eyes and biased treatment. It was quite a hard week to take. Im glad it has passed and I have friends with me. I will endure all this mental shit, i will...
My buddy had it rough too. CWSM's definitely not a fun job hahaha. Well you're stepping down soon! Hang on budddddddddy :D We'll be fine. You'll be fine, at least :)
Nothing much that I feel like saying. All the emotions peaked in camp, cos life's ******-** there. When I come out all I need is fun and thus I forgot that I have a test tmr and I didn't study lol! Oh! Met jerome ytd too. I REALLY WANNA ORDDDDDDDD.
I want my school I want my honours degree I want my job I want my japan trip.
I need my ord.
http://breathe.sg/germavision/vote.aspx?i
anyway, go this website, and vote. some xinmin production for some competition. tang asked me to helppppp. SO VOTE!
One more hour to leaving house. Haven't study how. Bluessssss.
Happy birthday adam! :D Study hard cos' I want you as my FASS jnr! That is, after you're been through the reality of conscript army life. Yes Im very evil hahahaha.
Alright bye people. Pika pika.
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BOOMS
Oct. 11th, 2009 | 09:21 am
mood: depressed
Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?
This was a PSLE maths question this year, read on yahoo news, lol! Okay I must admit its tough.. It's like a, sec 1 question or sec 2 question. My sister is so gna die........
Okay nothing much to update this week. Just that my IPPT sucks............. omg. Damn depressed. I must work harder!!! Wenbin you better get gold before JCC if not you'll die a terrible death soon. And SOC OMG. Rahh. Okay, life sucks with ippt and soc makes things worse.
BOOMS, bye everybody.
This was a PSLE maths question this year, read on yahoo news, lol! Okay I must admit its tough.. It's like a, sec 1 question or sec 2 question. My sister is so gna die........
Okay nothing much to update this week. Just that my IPPT sucks............. omg. Damn depressed. I must work harder!!! Wenbin you better get gold before JCC if not you'll die a terrible death soon. And SOC OMG. Rahh. Okay, life sucks with ippt and soc makes things worse.
BOOMS, bye everybody.
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Back to the abnormal.
Oct. 4th, 2009 | 04:20 pm
mood: restless
Gatheringzzzzzzz with moon seok bak! Wheres dj?!
Realised I didn't take alot of photos during block leave.
http://www.frolick.com.sg
go get a few buttons for me! :D
BLOCK LEAVE just came and zoomed past like that. damn fast can, can't stand it.
:(
Last block leave of the year, and its 6months of chionging till commissioning, provided i pass SOC lol.
Had a MOI homework to do, topic's on anything. The first and only thing that immediately came to my mind was SJAB. Saw cherie chella and shuxian the other day while i was jogging at punggol park. They were there taking photos for their art lol. I miss the corps so much. :( Hope to go back soon. Give me a few more months. I hope to be back man.
And I am learning to save money, LOL. A habit I failed to cultivate since young. It's never too late. Lemme try for 8k in 2 years! LOL. Jiayou wb. :D
All my blogging thoughts flew away! Ah! I will blog again soon. Miss me all. Life is back to the abnormal.
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And so Kiatyao really left. (sobsob)
Sep. 26th, 2009 | 12:27 am
mood: 
crazy
music: Kelly Clarkson-Already Gone
1. Buddy left :( Keith left :( Ngiam left :( Richie left :( And other 4 left too. They were posted to artillery for pro term. sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. But since they're happy getting posted there we should be happy too. Platoon 2, second to none! We'll miss you all.
And ah kiat, remember to set your alarm every night in case your new roomie is a heavy sleeper like you. If you buddy is not as kind as me and be able to wake up on time nobody's gna wake you up ah! Don't be so slack. Get the SOM and prove fbt wrong, hahaha! Nobody's gna cab with me now :( I shall take the train with liangting. All the best. I will pass SOC and get my gold. I will see you in no.1 tgt in the SAFTI parade square next March!
2. So some Sierra cadets crossed over to our wing. Sad for them cos' the whole wing's splitted up. Let's hope they are nice people to hang around with in the platoon.
3. My new buddy is Teckkian! Yay! :D hahaha. Damn happy. Since he's so ups, he'll influence me to be ups too! Incoming CWSM, all the best man!
4. My new neighbours are Jason and Daniel yee. Ah boon and engwei are still staying close to me! :D But keith's not my neighbour, nor in the platoon anymore... :S
5. Block leave started with a swim session with liangting and aikho! Wooo. then 5 hours of lan with half of platoon 2. man i haven't been lanning for ages. I suck at it la. My new buddy turns out to be a lan freak. I think he might be better buddies with wenhao LOL.
6. I am quite tired alr lol. There's RT this block leave. :(
7. Stuck on Demi Lovato's "Here We Go Again" and Kelly Clarkson's "Already Gone".
And ah kiat, remember to set your alarm every night in case your new roomie is a heavy sleeper like you. If you buddy is not as kind as me and be able to wake up on time nobody's gna wake you up ah! Don't be so slack. Get the SOM and prove fbt wrong, hahaha! Nobody's gna cab with me now :( I shall take the train with liangting. All the best. I will pass SOC and get my gold. I will see you in no.1 tgt in the SAFTI parade square next March!
2. So some Sierra cadets crossed over to our wing. Sad for them cos' the whole wing's splitted up. Let's hope they are nice people to hang around with in the platoon.
3. My new buddy is Teckkian! Yay! :D hahaha. Damn happy. Since he's so ups, he'll influence me to be ups too! Incoming CWSM, all the best man!
4. My new neighbours are Jason and Daniel yee. Ah boon and engwei are still staying close to me! :D But keith's not my neighbour, nor in the platoon anymore... :S
5. Block leave started with a swim session with liangting and aikho! Wooo. then 5 hours of lan with half of platoon 2. man i haven't been lanning for ages. I suck at it la. My new buddy turns out to be a lan freak. I think he might be better buddies with wenhao LOL.
6. I am quite tired alr lol. There's RT this block leave. :(
7. Stuck on Demi Lovato's "Here We Go Again" and Kelly Clarkson's "Already Gone".
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A night to remember. (cliche seh!)
Sep. 20th, 2009 | 09:05 pm
mood: 
pissed off
music: Demi Lovato-Here We Go Again
SOCIAL NIGHT.
Yay I love platoon 2. Realised I've been talking about random names here and nobody knows who the hell they are. A brief introduction to some of them.
WHO ELSE CAN THIS BE?
MY BUDDY OF COURSE. Kor Kiat Yao aka Hardkor aka FAT COW LOL. Serena not you hor.
He had a tough week this week but I'm glad you survived man! I hope you don't go to arti but by any chance where you stand a higher chance (you bitch) i love you buddy for you're the best buddy i've ever had in army LOL. Yes you're great. thanks for looking after me, esp during scorpion king :)
ng yongxiang aka jack! one of the most reliable buddies that i trust in army. goodness stop being so vain, thats all. hahaha.
tanboonhong aka ah boon! because of a quarrel we became good friends, haha. life's weird. but yes i love you, lublub :D
tanliangting! DWARF. stop tickling me you 164cm HAHAHAHA. :P
The one in the centre is keith. a very nice dwarf too. he's my direct neighbour and he stays alone, so he's cleaning his bunk alone. during area inspection you always hear him shouting for help to clean the fan and lights cos' he can't reach them lol. :x don't go arti la... :(
the one in black is kenneth chin! 22years old right? he's a honours deg holder alr! haha aizai. gng to study medicine from scratch after he ORD damn hiong right! he's also the most garang man around in platoon 2. hahaha.
last photo the one with the big silver tie. ngiam! or rather, ngiamlet lol. another dwarf of platoon 2 :x hahaha. very nice person, so you dont go arti too!
the very tall guy is another of my good buddy engwei! rjc prom king seh, mai siao siao. i'll support you at your The Sweet Tooth 5 years later, promise! :)
this tall guy is scott, another of my good buddy! national sailor, who is trying hard to endure here. all the best, we're tgt man!
the irritating face in red tie is aikho hahaha. my good buddy too! stop bullying me asshole go and eat shit.
you must be wondering how many more 'good buddies' im gng to name but it stops here cos' these are the real 'good buddies' :D yups.
and of course my pretty date choojiaying!
Social night wasn't that fun, but oh well. It marks the end of Service Term yay! PRO TERM SOON GOGOGO WB.
And I really need money man. I am gng broke so fast I can't save myself.
SO, I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP!
Adidas Sheridan Alt Clos. New model this year. Totally brand new I've never worn it. Original price was 99bucks. For very obvious reasons I will sell it. Erm 65bucks any takers? Or even lower, you know we can always discuss such stuff. US size 10. I really need moolah moolah moolah this pair of shoes can go with you. It's really gorgeous right! But I don't have time to parade it around singapore thus decided to part with it. Come someone adopt it pls.
Or do you guys know of anywhere to sell away my CDs? I HAVE A LOT OF THEM. Please ah. Help me hahaha.
And I strained my neck while sleeping ytd -.- How the hell did I do that? Don't ask me, I wish to know too honestly. Grrrr.
Yay I love platoon 2. Realised I've been talking about random names here and nobody knows who the hell they are. A brief introduction to some of them.
WHO ELSE CAN THIS BE?
MY BUDDY OF COURSE. Kor Kiat Yao aka Hardkor aka FAT COW LOL. Serena not you hor.
He had a tough week this week but I'm glad you survived man! I hope you don't go to arti but by any chance where you stand a higher chance (you bitch) i love you buddy for you're the best buddy i've ever had in army LOL. Yes you're great. thanks for looking after me, esp during scorpion king :)
ng yongxiang aka jack! one of the most reliable buddies that i trust in army. goodness stop being so vain, thats all. hahaha.
tanboonhong aka ah boon! because of a quarrel we became good friends, haha. life's weird. but yes i love you, lublub :D
tanliangting! DWARF. stop tickling me you 164cm HAHAHAHA. :P
The one in the centre is keith. a very nice dwarf too. he's my direct neighbour and he stays alone, so he's cleaning his bunk alone. during area inspection you always hear him shouting for help to clean the fan and lights cos' he can't reach them lol. :x don't go arti la... :(
the one in black is kenneth chin! 22years old right? he's a honours deg holder alr! haha aizai. gng to study medicine from scratch after he ORD damn hiong right! he's also the most garang man around in platoon 2. hahaha.
last photo the one with the big silver tie. ngiam! or rather, ngiamlet lol. another dwarf of platoon 2 :x hahaha. very nice person, so you dont go arti too!
the very tall guy is another of my good buddy engwei! rjc prom king seh, mai siao siao. i'll support you at your The Sweet Tooth 5 years later, promise! :)
this tall guy is scott, another of my good buddy! national sailor, who is trying hard to endure here. all the best, we're tgt man!
the irritating face in red tie is aikho hahaha. my good buddy too! stop bullying me asshole go and eat shit.
you must be wondering how many more 'good buddies' im gng to name but it stops here cos' these are the real 'good buddies' :D yups.
and of course my pretty date choojiaying!
Social night wasn't that fun, but oh well. It marks the end of Service Term yay! PRO TERM SOON GOGOGO WB.
And I really need money man. I am gng broke so fast I can't save myself.
SO, I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP!
Adidas Sheridan Alt Clos. New model this year. Totally brand new I've never worn it. Original price was 99bucks. For very obvious reasons I will sell it. Erm 65bucks any takers? Or even lower, you know we can always discuss such stuff. US size 10. I really need moolah moolah moolah this pair of shoes can go with you. It's really gorgeous right! But I don't have time to parade it around singapore thus decided to part with it. Come someone adopt it pls.
Or do you guys know of anywhere to sell away my CDs? I HAVE A LOT OF THEM. Please ah. Help me hahaha.
And I strained my neck while sleeping ytd -.- How the hell did I do that? Don't ask me, I wish to know too honestly. Grrrr.