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I AM REALLY LEAVING.
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 09:31 pm
mood: 
melancholy
I, Loo Wen Bin, hereby declare that,
I AM REALLY LEAVING TO BRUNEI.
These few days felt so surreal. I keep telling tecky I can't believe I'm flying off. We talked about the trip, then the platoon, then somehow drifted back to school.
Tecky was from TJ, but I never knew him until we met in ocs. Then we both agreed the happiest moments we had were all during our uniformed group, secondary school and jc days.
(AWWWWWW. misty eyes.)
Going to Brunei is scary, cos' I'm not sure if I can make it out there alone during JCC survival phase.
I don't wanna fail it, cos this badge is 'infantry's pride'. If you don't even have a JCC badge as an infantry officer, you're seen as 'cui', lousy, blah, which is kinda true.
Thus, it is an established and acknowledged fact that this badge is important to infantry officers-to-be like me.
1000s had done it, why not you wenbin?
Still, fear overwrites all.
I guess the scariest thing is not about survival, it's about leaving your comfort zone without anyone's support, and you do things you'll never attempt in your life even if you're paid to do so.
After talking so much, the fact is that, you are leaving this place wenbin.
I must admit that I'm not feeling very positive.
But I have my buddies, I'll make sure I survive for my family and friends and most imptly, those in it physically with me.
Can't let any parties down.
This is my last paragraph.
Goodbye everybody. Serena all the best for your driving! zy yj jy hm sb all the best for exams! Hols coming sooon! I can smell it already! Two more weeks to 3SG rank ng koksiong! and the list goes on.... oh and meimei better get into xinmin normal acad!
5th december will come soon. It's just another ocs confinement. I survived that, even with setbacks and tears. I am stronger now, Im sure I can handle this bigger challenge. I will emerge as a stronger person. GOOD BYE!
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Before Brunei comes.
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 03:26 pm
mood: uncomfortable
Some ocs photos before i go. Some shots I managed to get in these four months. Kenchin didn't give me everything! I want kiatyao's farewell shots! RAHHH! 
The one on my right is tecky, my current buddy! Damn ups, we always talk every night before we sleep. hahaha. I love him man. We better not shift bunks again. 
shopping with mum and mei, then with kahlun and siewbee and kl's prom, then dinnnner with kok.
Oh, lets leave the details out. I had fun (and lots of food) :)
Yay to ks who's gna be a 3SG in RSAF (GRRRR!!!!) soon!
This morning, ng ah sio bak kut teh with jy yj and ser! :D wooo! nicee nicee. xiongwei joined us kinda later, haha.
xw shared with me damn lots of his brunei socjot experience.... he went for ten days only and he said its tough. im gng for 21 days omgzz...
my mind is filled with sianness and stress and fear actually. containing them but wonder what would happen when i pass the customs at night.
I have nothing much to say at this point of time. Please pray for me that I will pass JCC (jungle confidence course) and return with the badge. The one they call it the pride of infantry officers. I might get Gold for IPPT, i might have passed SOC, but without the JCC i'm just nothing respectable. Yes, maybe it sounds like wth to you, but this is how it works.
I'll return and take let you see my face. compare it with how i looked now. they say people who've been through JCC will all slim down (in an unhealthy manner). let's see. haha.
Adieu, see you 3 weeks later.
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Sunrise.
Nov. 8th, 2009 | 11:23 pm
mood: 
moody
1.
2.
3.
4.
THIS CAMERA IS SO CUI! Rahh. The last group photo is blurred. -.-
In chronological order,
1. Supper with sweet platoon mates at Bedok 85, friday midnight! I love their company. If most of them were not here I would have find something wrong with myself and leave this business aside. Too tough a business for me alone. Lub lub. HAHA. :D
2. Oh Em Gee. I went back to xinmin on saturday, finally finally finally. BNCOC theory phase. I've been waiting to see my cadets for so so so so so so so so long. So glad to see sec 2s yq weiqi chella cherie amanda yvonne xuezhen sir adrian shili michelle willlly sir wayne huili ... even saw kahlun later! AND MISS NG! but sheryl jiahao mel and shuxian? and even zone mates! CHESLA lol nad yvonnemaam tingting nerissa elyas yufeng clement AI kids and more whom i cant recall now! Felt so refreshed staring at the parade square. Everything flooded back in my mind. Thought of my corps days. I really wanna get commissioned now and fly back to join them. Arh. Oh well. Situations aren't really controlled by me somehow. I miss all, and I'm so glad I saw most yesterday.
3. Movie date with besties! Then zhiyuan as usual watched the movie we wanted to watch, then in the end changed a movie. That doesn't end here. She decided to take a step further to ps us cos' she haven't finish her stuff! RAHH. Haha but the fish & co lunch was imba. I didn't even take a proper dinner after that. And the durian pancake was imba too! So nice. I would also queue up just to buy one pancake, hahahaha. All the best for your presentations man! Next movie date next month! Tang would have to waittttttt. Hee.
4. Nadiah and CHESLA's bday celebration! Hahah kuku peirong got chelsa's name wrongly -.- At hg pizza hut. Hope they had fun! But could see everyone was tired after their own agenda, i.e. NCO course, alevels, ARMY, blabla. Nvm, we'll have a better one soon! After yangqin adam and peirong are done with their alevels. :D Happy birthday girls!
Went starbucks and zichar today with the sisters! WOW I REALLY SATISFIED ALOT OF MY CRAVIN
The long weekend's too short to be long. Days zoomed past like lightning and here I am, typing this post at 0021 hours, where the Monday starts. Where Alevels starts. Where I'm waking up later at 7.40am. Where I'm leaving house at 8.10am. Where I'm reaching Joo Koon at 9.30am. Where I'm reaching my bunk seeing dearest tecky at 10am. Where I shall go cut my hair, shop at the gift shop, and then pack my field pack, change to my smart 4 until 12pm.
Where I am looking forward to Friday to see my koksiong for dinner (i will force him to go chompchomp and frolick) and Rangoon Rd bak kut teh with ah xiong and my sisters.
Where I will leave this country in less than a week's time to brunei for lancer and JCC reluctantly. Oh Em Gee. Life sucks.
Plus plus, the report I have to write on that incident. I don't want anything to happen to me.. :S I'm actually very worried, though I didn't tell anyone when I booked out. No point, im just afraid i might get picked on, i might get charged, .... I don't know. honestly what is going to happen is out of control alr. Pray pray.
Plus plus plus, I am the CPC. Cadet PC. From tmr onwards. For three, four weeks. In brunei, in hectic brunei. Imagine unco-operative people, imagine instructors breathing air on your neck every now and then, imagine me shouting and begging for help and co-operation, imagine me complaining to tecky every night. Imagine.
Tough month ahead, yes no?
Tecky said he saw a beautiful sunrise at the end of last year. He said it might be heaven's reward for him pulling through the tough 2008.
2009 is tougher. I am pulling through too. I am doing fine so far. If I get past this brunei and cpc and ___ incident stage uninjured, tell me.
Do I get a sunrise to appreciate too? :)
Okay next week I need icecream bakkutteh sugarcane drink and my family and friends. Then I will set off to brunei cos I know I will meet moon seok bak and dj when i come back. :)
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
...
2.
3.
4.
THIS CAMERA IS SO CUI! Rahh. The last group photo is blurred. -.-
In chronological order,
1. Supper with sweet platoon mates at Bedok 85, friday midnight! I love their company. If most of them were not here I would have find something wrong with myself and leave this business aside. Too tough a business for me alone. Lub lub. HAHA. :D
2. Oh Em Gee. I went back to xinmin on saturday, finally finally finally. BNCOC theory phase. I've been waiting to see my cadets for so so so so so so so so long. So glad to see sec 2s yq weiqi chella cherie amanda yvonne xuezhen sir adrian shili michelle willlly sir wayne huili ... even saw kahlun later! AND MISS NG! but sheryl jiahao mel and shuxian? and even zone mates! CHESLA lol nad yvonnemaam tingting nerissa elyas yufeng clement AI kids and more whom i cant recall now! Felt so refreshed staring at the parade square. Everything flooded back in my mind. Thought of my corps days. I really wanna get commissioned now and fly back to join them. Arh. Oh well. Situations aren't really controlled by me somehow. I miss all, and I'm so glad I saw most yesterday.
3. Movie date with besties! Then zhiyuan as usual watched the movie we wanted to watch, then in the end changed a movie. That doesn't end here. She decided to take a step further to ps us cos' she haven't finish her stuff! RAHH. Haha but the fish & co lunch was imba. I didn't even take a proper dinner after that. And the durian pancake was imba too! So nice. I would also queue up just to buy one pancake, hahahaha. All the best for your presentations man! Next movie date next month! Tang would have to waittttttt. Hee.
4. Nadiah and CHESLA's bday celebration! Hahah kuku peirong got chelsa's name wrongly -.- At hg pizza hut. Hope they had fun! But could see everyone was tired after their own agenda, i.e. NCO course, alevels, ARMY, blabla. Nvm, we'll have a better one soon! After yangqin adam and peirong are done with their alevels. :D Happy birthday girls!
Went starbucks and zichar today with the sisters! WOW I REALLY SATISFIED ALOT OF MY CRAVIN
The long weekend's too short to be long. Days zoomed past like lightning and here I am, typing this post at 0021 hours, where the Monday starts. Where Alevels starts. Where I'm waking up later at 7.40am. Where I'm leaving house at 8.10am. Where I'm reaching Joo Koon at 9.30am. Where I'm reaching my bunk seeing dearest tecky at 10am. Where I shall go cut my hair, shop at the gift shop, and then pack my field pack, change to my smart 4 until 12pm.
Where I am looking forward to Friday to see my koksiong for dinner (i will force him to go chompchomp and frolick) and Rangoon Rd bak kut teh with ah xiong and my sisters.
Where I will leave this country in less than a week's time to brunei for lancer and JCC reluctantly. Oh Em Gee. Life sucks.
Plus plus, the report I have to write on that incident. I don't want anything to happen to me.. :S I'm actually very worried, though I didn't tell anyone when I booked out. No point, im just afraid i might get picked on, i might get charged, .... I don't know. honestly what is going to happen is out of control alr. Pray pray.
Plus plus plus, I am the CPC. Cadet PC. From tmr onwards. For three, four weeks. In brunei, in hectic brunei. Imagine unco-operative people, imagine instructors breathing air on your neck every now and then, imagine me shouting and begging for help and co-operation, imagine me complaining to tecky every night. Imagine.
Tough month ahead, yes no?
Tecky said he saw a beautiful sunrise at the end of last year. He said it might be heaven's reward for him pulling through the tough 2008.
2009 is tougher. I am pulling through too. I am doing fine so far. If I get past this brunei and cpc and ___ incident stage uninjured, tell me.
Do I get a sunrise to appreciate too? :)
Okay next week I need icecream bakkutteh sugarcane drink and my family and friends. Then I will set off to brunei cos I know I will meet moon seok bak and dj when i come back. :)
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
...
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Time will not turn back for you and me.
Nov. 1st, 2009 | 09:07 am
Sometimes you know when something's done wrongly, you can't salvage it cos time will not turn back for you.
This is penned down in my heart forever. It's something that reeks of guilt.
I won't do this again.
This is penned down in my heart forever. It's something that reeks of guilt.
I won't do this again.
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I got misty eyes as they said farewell
Oct. 24th, 2009 | 12:58 am
mood: 
cheerful
I'd like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns slowly.......
Oh i so love this song.
AND I GOT IPPT GOLD ERAHHHKJAGDSAKJR VKA
BOOMZ!
Finally, yes, finally. After 18 years of my life after 7 months of training. I finally achieved it.
I felt so touched I didn't know what to say.
But it was a bad day the day I got gold. a lot of things happened ........
Now it's left with SOC! Can do it one wbbbbbbb im sure. :)
One more step nearer to comms. You're doing well.
Next week is a truckload of exercises. Navigation, then attack, then defence, then survival. Zzzz.
Im defence sect comd omgzzzz. Bur im sure tecky and boons are worse haha! LETS JIAYOUUUUUUUUUU WE CAN DO THIS.
5more months to comms! LOL. -.- shut up.
alot alot of things to pack at home. veryyyy messy. haha.
my legs are damn cui now. that explains the ridiculously bad timing for soc trial test tdy. 11.43, 2minutes plus away from pass timing!
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Keep me going.
Oct. 21st, 2009 | 07:31 pm
mood: discontent
These two days had been very relaxing. JC visit and all the prep stuff. Had fun as a tour guide actually, haha. Seeing the NJC students trying hard to appreciate my jokes reminded me of my JC days.. Awww. all the wonderful kuantan trip, and what not. I love field trips. So interesting. :)
Tmr's IPPT, again. Got a strong feeling I might be stuck at silver again, then the same cycle continues. Getting scolded for sucking at pull-ups, getting scolded cos' you can even get gold for running but not chin-ups, being reprimanded cos' he thinks you're just not trying. Life sucks, period.
Talked to Jeremy from Platoon 1 just now. I admire him, honestly. He was from the obese batch, and he managed to make it thus far to OCS. Although he is still achieving a Pass standard only, he is very positive about it. Make up in other areas for stuff you aren't good at. It takes time to digest those words, cos' I usually would be stuck in this helpless scenario of a retarded boy having extremely low self-esteem. Oh well, that's me.
Enjoyed talking to him though. He's another mini source of motivation. I hope to get Gold tmr, 2 more pullups wb you can do thissssssss.
Then after IPPT comes SOC. Gosh. The story will continue
...
...
This JC visit also showed me how two different working styles produces two different kind of corps. It was obvious which style was more superior, seeing the kind of people that were produced. We are all superior in different ways, I guess.
Talking about styles, his style is back. We are dead fish again.
Sobs (for a thousand days).
Okay two more days to book out!
One more week to full blast outfield!
Two more weeks to Tekong!
Four more weeks to Brunei :S
Again, life sucks, period.
Tmr's IPPT, again. Got a strong feeling I might be stuck at silver again, then the same cycle continues. Getting scolded for sucking at pull-ups, getting scolded cos' you can even get gold for running but not chin-ups, being reprimanded cos' he thinks you're just not trying. Life sucks, period.
Talked to Jeremy from Platoon 1 just now. I admire him, honestly. He was from the obese batch, and he managed to make it thus far to OCS. Although he is still achieving a Pass standard only, he is very positive about it. Make up in other areas for stuff you aren't good at. It takes time to digest those words, cos' I usually would be stuck in this helpless scenario of a retarded boy having extremely low self-esteem. Oh well, that's me.
Enjoyed talking to him though. He's another mini source of motivation. I hope to get Gold tmr, 2 more pullups wb you can do thissssssss.
Then after IPPT comes SOC. Gosh. The story will continue
...
...
This JC visit also showed me how two different working styles produces two different kind of corps. It was obvious which style was more superior, seeing the kind of people that were produced. We are all superior in different ways, I guess.
Talking about styles, his style is back. We are dead fish again.
Sobs (for a thousand days).
Okay two more days to book out!
One more week to full blast outfield!
Two more weeks to Tekong!
Four more weeks to Brunei :S
Again, life sucks, period.
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You think life's funny is it?
Oct. 18th, 2009 | 08:26 pm
BOOKED IN. :(
A lot of things to do. But for those whos as unhappy with life as I am now,
here's sth to share haha!
Emailed to me by tecky.
oh tecky's my buddy.
SMILE EVERYONE. lets try to.
1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下
2.题目: ..一边 ........... 一边............ ..
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~
3.题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？~~
4.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行 ..
5. 題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊
6. 照样造句
例题: 你 (唱歌) 我(跳舞 )
小朋友写 : 你(好吗 ) 我(很好)
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??
7.照样造句
例题: 别人都夸我( )，其实我( )
小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我( 是戴面具的)。
老师评语 : 什么面具这么好用???
8.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗...
老师评语 : 那到底是细还是粗？
9.题目 : 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?
10.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。
11.题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗 ...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写: 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~
12. 题目: 谢谢.... 因为......
小朋友写 : 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!
13.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语 : 老师更难过......
14. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~
15.題目: 一… 便 …
小朋友写: 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的…
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造...
16. 題目: 又..... 又 .....
小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?
17果然
上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。
小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉肚子了！
老师：…………
18 瓜分
小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非
老师：小傻瓜也分不清
19 好吃
小朋友：好吃个屁
老师： ………
20 况且
小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．
老师：……………
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Go Pikachu!
Oct. 18th, 2009 | 02:41 pm
location: Pixie Lott-Cry me out
mood: 
scared
Yes Im very happy ytd cos' I went shopping! AND I SPENT LESS THAN FIFTY BUCKS ON CLO
Went uniqlo and got two tshirts, 30plus altgt. I GOT THIS PIKACHU TSHIRT WHICH GOT ME T
But my mum couldn't tell its pikachu. she said pikachu dont have cross-shaped red spot. LOL. my mum's as cute as pikachu.
Book in again. Zzzz I must get gold for IPPT and pass SOC. I hate this kind of life where instructors scold you because you havent reach the standards you;re supposed to be at and I hate those discriminating eyes and biased treatment. It was quite a hard week to take. Im glad it has passed and I have friends with me. I will endure all this mental shit, i will...
My buddy had it rough too. CWSM's definitely not a fun job hahaha. Well you're stepping down soon! Hang on budddddddddy :D We'll be fine. You'll be fine, at least :)
Nothing much that I feel like saying. All the emotions peaked in camp, cos life's ******-** there. When I come out all I need is fun and thus I forgot that I have a test tmr and I didn't study lol! Oh! Met jerome ytd too. I REALLY WANNA ORDDDDDDDD.
I want my school I want my honours degree I want my job I want my japan trip.
I need my ord.
http://breathe.sg/germavision/vote.aspx?i
anyway, go this website, and vote. some xinmin production for some competition. tang asked me to helppppp. SO VOTE!
One more hour to leaving house. Haven't study how. Bluessssss.
Happy birthday adam! :D Study hard cos' I want you as my FASS jnr! That is, after you're been through the reality of conscript army life. Yes Im very evil hahahaha.
Alright bye people. Pika pika.
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BOOMS
Oct. 11th, 2009 | 09:21 am
mood: depressed
Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?
This was a PSLE maths question this year, read on yahoo news, lol! Okay I must admit its tough.. It's like a, sec 1 question or sec 2 question. My sister is so gna die........
Okay nothing much to update this week. Just that my IPPT sucks............. omg. Damn depressed. I must work harder!!! Wenbin you better get gold before JCC if not you'll die a terrible death soon. And SOC OMG. Rahh. Okay, life sucks with ippt and soc makes things worse.
BOOMS, bye everybody.
This was a PSLE maths question this year, read on yahoo news, lol! Okay I must admit its tough.. It's like a, sec 1 question or sec 2 question. My sister is so gna die........
Okay nothing much to update this week. Just that my IPPT sucks............. omg. Damn depressed. I must work harder!!! Wenbin you better get gold before JCC if not you'll die a terrible death soon. And SOC OMG. Rahh. Okay, life sucks with ippt and soc makes things worse.
BOOMS, bye everybody.
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Back to the abnormal.
Oct. 4th, 2009 | 04:20 pm
mood: 
restless
Gatheringzzzzzzz with moon seok bak! Wheres dj?!
Realised I didn't take alot of photos during block leave.
http://www.frolick.com.sg
go get a few buttons for me! :D
BLOCK LEAVE just came and zoomed past like that. damn fast can, can't stand it.
:(
Last block leave of the year, and its 6months of chionging till commissioning, provided i pass SOC lol.
Had a MOI homework to do, topic's on anything. The first and only thing that immediately came to my mind was SJAB. Saw cherie chella and shuxian the other day while i was jogging at punggol park. They were there taking photos for their art lol. I miss the corps so much. :( Hope to go back soon. Give me a few more months. I hope to be back man.
And I am learning to save money, LOL. A habit I failed to cultivate since young. It's never too late. Lemme try for 8k in 2 years! LOL. Jiayou wb. :D
All my blogging thoughts flew away! Ah! I will blog again soon. Miss me all. Life is back to the abnormal.
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And so Kiatyao really left. (sobsob)
Sep. 26th, 2009 | 12:27 am
mood: 
crazy
music: Kelly Clarkson-Already Gone
1. Buddy left :( Keith left :( Ngiam left :( Richie left :( And other 4 left too. They were posted to artillery for pro term. sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. But since they're happy getting posted there we should be happy too. Platoon 2, second to none! We'll miss you all.
And ah kiat, remember to set your alarm every night in case your new roomie is a heavy sleeper like you. If you buddy is not as kind as me and be able to wake up on time nobody's gna wake you up ah! Don't be so slack. Get the SOM and prove fbt wrong, hahaha! Nobody's gna cab with me now :( I shall take the train with liangting. All the best. I will pass SOC and get my gold. I will see you in no.1 tgt in the SAFTI parade square next March!
2. So some Sierra cadets crossed over to our wing. Sad for them cos' the whole wing's splitted up. Let's hope they are nice people to hang around with in the platoon.
3. My new buddy is Teckkian! Yay! :D hahaha. Damn happy. Since he's so ups, he'll influence me to be ups too! Incoming CWSM, all the best man!
4. My new neighbours are Jason and Daniel yee. Ah boon and engwei are still staying close to me! :D But keith's not my neighbour, nor in the platoon anymore... :S
5. Block leave started with a swim session with liangting and aikho! Wooo. then 5 hours of lan with half of platoon 2. man i haven't been lanning for ages. I suck at it la. My new buddy turns out to be a lan freak. I think he might be better buddies with wenhao LOL.
6. I am quite tired alr lol. There's RT this block leave. :(
7. Stuck on Demi Lovato's "Here We Go Again" and Kelly Clarkson's "Already Gone".
And ah kiat, remember to set your alarm every night in case your new roomie is a heavy sleeper like you. If you buddy is not as kind as me and be able to wake up on time nobody's gna wake you up ah! Don't be so slack. Get the SOM and prove fbt wrong, hahaha! Nobody's gna cab with me now :( I shall take the train with liangting. All the best. I will pass SOC and get my gold. I will see you in no.1 tgt in the SAFTI parade square next March!
2. So some Sierra cadets crossed over to our wing. Sad for them cos' the whole wing's splitted up. Let's hope they are nice people to hang around with in the platoon.
3. My new buddy is Teckkian! Yay! :D hahaha. Damn happy. Since he's so ups, he'll influence me to be ups too! Incoming CWSM, all the best man!
4. My new neighbours are Jason and Daniel yee. Ah boon and engwei are still staying close to me! :D But keith's not my neighbour, nor in the platoon anymore... :S
5. Block leave started with a swim session with liangting and aikho! Wooo. then 5 hours of lan with half of platoon 2. man i haven't been lanning for ages. I suck at it la. My new buddy turns out to be a lan freak. I think he might be better buddies with wenhao LOL.
6. I am quite tired alr lol. There's RT this block leave. :(
7. Stuck on Demi Lovato's "Here We Go Again" and Kelly Clarkson's "Already Gone".
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A night to remember. (cliche seh!)
Sep. 20th, 2009 | 09:05 pm
mood: 
pissed off
music: Demi Lovato-Here We Go Again
SOCIAL NIGHT.
Yay I love platoon 2. Realised I've been talking about random names here and nobody knows who the hell they are. A brief introduction to some of them.
WHO ELSE CAN THIS BE?
MY BUDDY OF COURSE. Kor Kiat Yao aka Hardkor aka FAT COW LOL. Serena not you hor.
He had a tough week this week but I'm glad you survived man! I hope you don't go to arti but by any chance where you stand a higher chance (you bitch) i love you buddy for you're the best buddy i've ever had in army LOL. Yes you're great. thanks for looking after me, esp during scorpion king :)
ng yongxiang aka jack! one of the most reliable buddies that i trust in army. goodness stop being so vain, thats all. hahaha.
tanboonhong aka ah boon! because of a quarrel we became good friends, haha. life's weird. but yes i love you, lublub :D
tanliangting! DWARF. stop tickling me you 164cm HAHAHAHA. :P
The one in the centre is keith. a very nice dwarf too. he's my direct neighbour and he stays alone, so he's cleaning his bunk alone. during area inspection you always hear him shouting for help to clean the fan and lights cos' he can't reach them lol. :x don't go arti la... :(
the one in black is kenneth chin! 22years old right? he's a honours deg holder alr! haha aizai. gng to study medicine from scratch after he ORD damn hiong right! he's also the most garang man around in platoon 2. hahaha.
last photo the one with the big silver tie. ngiam! or rather, ngiamlet lol. another dwarf of platoon 2 :x hahaha. very nice person, so you dont go arti too!
the very tall guy is another of my good buddy engwei! rjc prom king seh, mai siao siao. i'll support you at your The Sweet Tooth 5 years later, promise! :)
this tall guy is scott, another of my good buddy! national sailor, who is trying hard to endure here. all the best, we're tgt man!
the irritating face in red tie is aikho hahaha. my good buddy too! stop bullying me asshole go and eat shit.
you must be wondering how many more 'good buddies' im gng to name but it stops here cos' these are the real 'good buddies' :D yups.
and of course my pretty date choojiaying!
Social night wasn't that fun, but oh well. It marks the end of Service Term yay! PRO TERM SOON GOGOGO WB.
And I really need money man. I am gng broke so fast I can't save myself.
SO, I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP!
Adidas Sheridan Alt Clos. New model this year. Totally brand new I've never worn it. Original price was 99bucks. For very obvious reasons I will sell it. Erm 65bucks any takers? Or even lower, you know we can always discuss such stuff. US size 10. I really need moolah moolah moolah this pair of shoes can go with you. It's really gorgeous right! But I don't have time to parade it around singapore thus decided to part with it. Come someone adopt it pls.
Or do you guys know of anywhere to sell away my CDs? I HAVE A LOT OF THEM. Please ah. Help me hahaha.
And I strained my neck while sleeping ytd -.- How the hell did I do that? Don't ask me, I wish to know too honestly. Grrrr.
Yay I love platoon 2. Realised I've been talking about random names here and nobody knows who the hell they are. A brief introduction to some of them.
WHO ELSE CAN THIS BE?
MY BUDDY OF COURSE. Kor Kiat Yao aka Hardkor aka FAT COW LOL. Serena not you hor.
He had a tough week this week but I'm glad you survived man! I hope you don't go to arti but by any chance where you stand a higher chance (you bitch) i love you buddy for you're the best buddy i've ever had in army LOL. Yes you're great. thanks for looking after me, esp during scorpion king :)
ng yongxiang aka jack! one of the most reliable buddies that i trust in army. goodness stop being so vain, thats all. hahaha.
tanboonhong aka ah boon! because of a quarrel we became good friends, haha. life's weird. but yes i love you, lublub :D
tanliangting! DWARF. stop tickling me you 164cm HAHAHAHA. :P
The one in the centre is keith. a very nice dwarf too. he's my direct neighbour and he stays alone, so he's cleaning his bunk alone. during area inspection you always hear him shouting for help to clean the fan and lights cos' he can't reach them lol. :x don't go arti la... :(
the one in black is kenneth chin! 22years old right? he's a honours deg holder alr! haha aizai. gng to study medicine from scratch after he ORD damn hiong right! he's also the most garang man around in platoon 2. hahaha.
last photo the one with the big silver tie. ngiam! or rather, ngiamlet lol. another dwarf of platoon 2 :x hahaha. very nice person, so you dont go arti too!
the very tall guy is another of my good buddy engwei! rjc prom king seh, mai siao siao. i'll support you at your The Sweet Tooth 5 years later, promise! :)
this tall guy is scott, another of my good buddy! national sailor, who is trying hard to endure here. all the best, we're tgt man!
the irritating face in red tie is aikho hahaha. my good buddy too! stop bullying me asshole go and eat shit.
you must be wondering how many more 'good buddies' im gng to name but it stops here cos' these are the real 'good buddies' :D yups.
and of course my pretty date choojiaying!
Social night wasn't that fun, but oh well. It marks the end of Service Term yay! PRO TERM SOON GOGOGO WB.
And I really need money man. I am gng broke so fast I can't save myself.
SO, I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP!
Adidas Sheridan Alt Clos. New model this year. Totally brand new I've never worn it. Original price was 99bucks. For very obvious reasons I will sell it. Erm 65bucks any takers? Or even lower, you know we can always discuss such stuff. US size 10. I really need moolah moolah moolah this pair of shoes can go with you. It's really gorgeous right! But I don't have time to parade it around singapore thus decided to part with it. Come someone adopt it pls.
Or do you guys know of anywhere to sell away my CDs? I HAVE A LOT OF THEM. Please ah. Help me hahaha.
And I strained my neck while sleeping ytd -.- How the hell did I do that? Don't ask me, I wish to know too honestly. Grrrr.
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PLEASE DROWN ME WITH YOGHURT.
Sep. 14th, 2009 | 12:36 am
I missed yongqing and weiqi's comms parade! :(
But anyway, CONGRATULATIONS! So happy and proud of you guys.
Thought about how I felt when I was commissioned then. How me and Xinying got division best together, and how close we were. Oh well, memories...
And so I had to stay back in camp to help out with our seniors' comms parade. The real national prestigous comms parade. Got a chance to catch the second half of the parade, and when they threw their peak caps in the sky and started hugging each other I was so overwhelmed I wanted to cry.
Is this what they call "feeling it"? I felt a little. And I was so sure then, if I get my chance next March, I will definitely cry the moment I toss my peak cap. I bet the feeling would be great, hundred times greater than sjab's comms parade. It's not just sweat that I gave. It's freedom, mud, soil, rain, sun, tears, blood. and even money, that I gave. Too bad zhouyang will not be here to join us, sigh.
Btw the week's great. Very relaxed week, guess we've reached the end of service term, although this coming week is going to be a little tougher cos' of 2 days outfield. SIAN. but there's a long weekend if we don't get a confinement! Jiayou wb! :D And there's social night! I'm gna take lots and lots of photos! :D BLOCK LEAVE VERY VERY SOON, ENDURE WB.
AND NUM IS HAVING 50% DISCOUNT STOREWIDE UNTIL 21ST SEPTEMBER. SERENA WHAT ARE WE WAITI
And I splurged, a little, again. Thanks to ng yongxiang, basket! :( He said he feels good shopping with me cos' he found someone who spends more than him !&*@#%@$@#
Oops, unknowingly, I just finished half a tub of yoghurt while staring at the computer screen. That's 500g! Gasps.
But yoghurt's good. I wish I had a fridge in camp I'd drown myself with yoghurt everyday. Strawberry yoghurt apple pomelo yoghurt banana yoghurt plain yoghurt whatever yoghurt it just taste like heaven. DROWN ME!
Okay random. Hope this week passes by fast. I'd have lots of photos to upload next week I hope.
Okay book in tmr morning. Good night ppl. All the best for JC kids starting their prelims. :D
But anyway, CONGRATULATIONS! So happy and proud of you guys.
Thought about how I felt when I was commissioned then. How me and Xinying got division best together, and how close we were. Oh well, memories...
And so I had to stay back in camp to help out with our seniors' comms parade. The real national prestigous comms parade. Got a chance to catch the second half of the parade, and when they threw their peak caps in the sky and started hugging each other I was so overwhelmed I wanted to cry.
Is this what they call "feeling it"? I felt a little. And I was so sure then, if I get my chance next March, I will definitely cry the moment I toss my peak cap. I bet the feeling would be great, hundred times greater than sjab's comms parade. It's not just sweat that I gave. It's freedom, mud, soil, rain, sun, tears, blood. and even money, that I gave. Too bad zhouyang will not be here to join us, sigh.
Btw the week's great. Very relaxed week, guess we've reached the end of service term, although this coming week is going to be a little tougher cos' of 2 days outfield. SIAN. but there's a long weekend if we don't get a confinement! Jiayou wb! :D And there's social night! I'm gna take lots and lots of photos! :D BLOCK LEAVE VERY VERY SOON, ENDURE WB.
AND NUM IS HAVING 50% DISCOUNT STOREWIDE UNTIL 21ST SEPTEMBER. SERENA WHAT ARE WE WAITI
And I splurged, a little, again. Thanks to ng yongxiang, basket! :( He said he feels good shopping with me cos' he found someone who spends more than him !&*@#%@$@#
Oops, unknowingly, I just finished half a tub of yoghurt while staring at the computer screen. That's 500g! Gasps.
But yoghurt's good. I wish I had a fridge in camp I'd drown myself with yoghurt everyday. Strawberry yoghurt apple pomelo yoghurt banana yoghurt plain yoghurt whatever yoghurt it just taste like heaven. DROWN ME!
Okay random. Hope this week passes by fast. I'd have lots of photos to upload next week I hope.
Okay book in tmr morning. Good night ppl. All the best for JC kids starting their prelims. :D
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Nightmares.
Sep. 9th, 2009 | 11:52 am
mood: 
thoughtful
Don't you find yourself humorous?
Hanging on to the things you are never getting back, clinging onto principles proved illogical?
You thought of the bad things that will happen when you took the brave step forward-You'll fail, you'll fall down, your mind breaks down, you are going to take a while to recover again.
Yet didn't mum tell us falling down is part of growing up?
This is not being safe, this is being sorry to yourself. It's restricting yourself, it's tying you down to your spot forever, so you never move on. While the matter has passed while everyone in your life got over theirs and moved on, you remained here, alone.
In the end you find yourself trapped in your own thoughts, those useless and meaningless barriers that separates yourself from the rest, gradually.
We all face this at times of our lives, we are all humans. Pluck up some courage, let's move on.
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Only you can, my friend.
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Departures.
Sep. 6th, 2009 | 12:54 pm
mood: 
tired
Kent Ridge Park Cohesion Run-cum-NE lesson ytd. Haha. Platoon 2!
Nothing new about school (hey military sch's still a sch right), still as anal and tough. Suck it up then!
Just that zhouyang is facing the risk of OOC. Leaving the details out, we're all praying that it won't happen.
This week's f-ed up. Rahh.
Sent richard off to beijing yesterday! Awww. So sad. Rachel's flying on wednesday to jiangxi! :(
Everyone's leaving. All the best friends, I'll miss you and have a good time out there. We'll see each other in half a year's time!
Okay, time to finish up my homework. Zzz.
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Take me away.
Aug. 31st, 2009 | 09:16 pm
Went back to XMS tdy with yuan and rach. Nostalgic, I miss xms alot. I miss my teachers and friends alot. I miss my kids alot. Saw a few of them and to some, I don't know how to react but smile. Only 4,5 months not being around and I felt a little gap. Something compels me to think for a moment whether I should go back again. Man. I don't know what's wrong.
Went to yingjie's hostel after that.
When she saw me off I saw her from the bus talking to ma yilin and her roommate while walking to her berth. Just a window pane apart, but we were heading for worlds apart.
I know she's not really comfortable with campus life right now, but what I know is I will be much more comfortable to be in her position, struggling to stay awake to study, than to be here, struggling to stay awake to avoid extras. At least I know studying in NUS is one step closer to my ambition, being here isn't. It's not my dream, not even my will.
Felt a tinge of melancholy eating me up that instance. That scene had awaken the sleeping yet burning desire to study, to get the fuck out of this place, to get a life, my life. Immediately smsed kok and chris to share, haha.
This feeling really sucks. It's like how I felt during BMT. Today is such a happy day. And then such happiness left me lots of questions to ponder over. My commitments in stjohn, my friends, my life, my current state, everything.
If I call mum and tell her about it later I might just cry, haha. Zhiyuan always said "you never know what you want until you tried it out."
True, but at least I know I wanna give uni and teaching a try.
Army makes me slimmer and buffer. That's the reason I feed myself with everyday. One day this will become numb and I will have to come up with more reasons. Help me think of reasons please. 6 months to comms and 1.5 years to ORD. Man.
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Time to say goodbye.
Aug. 31st, 2009 | 01:02 am
mood: blank
Back from scorpion king in other words my defence mission in other words the worse field camp of all times.
Endured digging and climbing without sleep for 3 days and I survived! Promised myself I would sleep alot during this long weekend and obviously I don't bear to. As always, argh. I must sleep during block leave! Which is in 3 weeks' time YAY :D
This field camp really sucks, really. I just keep hurling vulgarities in and sometimes out of my head. Rahhh. Damn irritating.
Lucky kiatyao's with me if not I'd die a terrible death. Thanks buddy although you won't see this :D
And I endured through this week for richard. If I don't survive and kena confinement or extra this week, the next time I see him will be chinese new year. So richard, this week's for you :)
So ya, richard's farewell and wenlin's bday celebs on saturday. I guess I don't have to go into detail. It's as usual like I'm the unglam one and everyone starts laughing at me but this time round sibei laughed like she've never laughed before. Haha! I'm seriously serious. You should look at her man.
Okay the rest of it look at the photos! On faceboook.
Bon voyage richard, we'll definitely miss you. Love you bud. :)
Going back to xms tmr yay! :) Happy teachers' day before I forget!
Going to yingjie's hall tmr yay!
Then book in oh no. :(
I AM FINISHING SERVICE TERM BLOCK LEAVE C
Too tired to really type out everything. So ya, goodnight.
Endured digging and climbing without sleep for 3 days and I survived! Promised myself I would sleep alot during this long weekend and obviously I don't bear to. As always, argh. I must sleep during block leave! Which is in 3 weeks' time YAY :D
This field camp really sucks, really. I just keep hurling vulgarities in and sometimes out of my head. Rahhh. Damn irritating.
Lucky kiatyao's with me if not I'd die a terrible death. Thanks buddy although you won't see this :D
And I endured through this week for richard. If I don't survive and kena confinement or extra this week, the next time I see him will be chinese new year. So richard, this week's for you :)
So ya, richard's farewell and wenlin's bday celebs on saturday. I guess I don't have to go into detail. It's as usual like I'm the unglam one and everyone starts laughing at me but this time round sibei laughed like she've never laughed before. Haha! I'm seriously serious. You should look at her man.
Okay the rest of it look at the photos! On faceboook.
Bon voyage richard, we'll definitely miss you. Love you bud. :)
Going back to xms tmr yay! :) Happy teachers' day before I forget!
Going to yingjie's hall tmr yay!
Then book in oh no. :(
I AM FINISHING SERVICE TERM BLOCK LEAVE C
Too tired to really type out everything. So ya, goodnight.
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Can we stop here?
Aug. 23rd, 2009 | 02:51 pm
mood: sad
Meetup with the clique ytd again! :D
But I didn't feel that happy when I reached home. Mum and Dad were asleep, and I didn't get to have breakfast with them today, went to meet koksiong that idiot who got posted to rsaf. :(
Means another week before I can sit down and chat with them nicely. :(
And, richard's leaving in a week's time. Just knew it few days ago. On such a short notice and he's flying off for half a year...
I feel very sad now. Perhaps because I'm tired, like physically.
An average of 4 hours of sleep per day for the whole week in camp, and when I tired to sleep at home this weekend I can't get to sleep.
And furthermore I'm booking in in another 2 hours. And this week is defence mission field camp. It's gna be shaggggggggggggggg. Can't sleep. So yes, imagine. But I do look forward to the long weekend I'm gna get next week. I'm damn looking forward. Just that, I don't know. Life sucks this week.
Got tekaned everyday except for thursday. Did all kinds of shit. My buddy was defamed, I felt very sad when the happy-go-lucky him said "How wenbin, I'm really very down today, wanna OOC..." on friday, ...
Life was really shit this week. Nearly want to give up on Friday, sooo tired. I hope I don't die this week. I hope my friends and my strength and the vision of a great weekend ahead will get me through everything, everything please.
Plus, personal problems with friends all around. Want to help but really, I need time. Let me pray that everything will be fine.
And richard's leaving very very soon...
Oh well, this book in sucks. It doesn't feel happy. I miss Mum and moon after I saw her blog :S
But I didn't feel that happy when I reached home. Mum and Dad were asleep, and I didn't get to have breakfast with them today, went to meet koksiong that idiot who got posted to rsaf. :(
Means another week before I can sit down and chat with them nicely. :(
And, richard's leaving in a week's time. Just knew it few days ago. On such a short notice and he's flying off for half a year...
I feel very sad now. Perhaps because I'm tired, like physically.
An average of 4 hours of sleep per day for the whole week in camp, and when I tired to sleep at home this weekend I can't get to sleep.
And furthermore I'm booking in in another 2 hours. And this week is defence mission field camp. It's gna be shaggggggggggggggg. Can't sleep. So yes, imagine. But I do look forward to the long weekend I'm gna get next week. I'm damn looking forward. Just that, I don't know. Life sucks this week.
Got tekaned everyday except for thursday. Did all kinds of shit. My buddy was defamed, I felt very sad when the happy-go-lucky him said "How wenbin, I'm really very down today, wanna OOC..." on friday, ...
Life was really shit this week. Nearly want to give up on Friday, sooo tired. I hope I don't die this week. I hope my friends and my strength and the vision of a great weekend ahead will get me through everything, everything please.
Plus, personal problems with friends all around. Want to help but really, I need time. Let me pray that everything will be fine.
And richard's leaving very very soon...
Oh well, this book in sucks. It doesn't feel happy. I miss Mum and moon after I saw her blog :S
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Save you.
Aug. 16th, 2009 | 06:21 pm
mood: drained
music: Save You - Simple Plan
This week was hell, swear.
In a single week we were tekaned for so many times and it's really testing my physical limits especially when there's pull-up RT in the morning T.T
In a single week I've bitched a thousand times :x
In a single week I've been promoted to loanshark of platoon and member of the toilet cleaning squad.
Ytd's live firing which lasted till 5am this morning got my ears into bad shape. Zzz.
And we slept for 2 hours till 7am and we booked out at 10am this morning and I'm going back in in another 1+hours' time. Great. :(
Damn lots of things to say this week but I got no time.
AND I REGRET SPENDING 99BUCKS ON THAT AD
sinful indulgences. I must save $$$$$$ these two years for my post-ORD plans wenbin!
This 11-hour bookout was sweet. Although I'm really tired from the lack of sleep but I feel happy to see mum dad sis bro and friends :)
I'm starting to stop complaining about book-ins. I'm enjoying the company of most of my platoon mates. I am happy to be able to say that. :)
Block leave in 5,6 weeks' time! Social Night in a month's time! ENDURE WENBIN :D
Bad week ahead, 4 days of outfield training :S
In a single week we were tekaned for so many times and it's really testing my physical limits especially when there's pull-up RT in the morning T.T
In a single week I've bitched a thousand times :x
In a single week I've been promoted to loanshark of platoon and member of the toilet cleaning squad.
Ytd's live firing which lasted till 5am this morning got my ears into bad shape. Zzz.
And we slept for 2 hours till 7am and we booked out at 10am this morning and I'm going back in in another 1+hours' time. Great. :(
Damn lots of things to say this week but I got no time.
AND I REGRET SPENDING 99BUCKS ON THAT AD
sinful indulgences. I must save $$$$$$ these two years for my post-ORD plans wenbin!
This 11-hour bookout was sweet. Although I'm really tired from the lack of sleep but I feel happy to see mum dad sis bro and friends :)
I'm starting to stop complaining about book-ins. I'm enjoying the company of most of my platoon mates. I am happy to be able to say that. :)
Block leave in 5,6 weeks' time! Social Night in a month's time! ENDURE WENBIN :D
Bad week ahead, 4 days of outfield training :S
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Happy Birthday Singaporeeee :D
Aug. 10th, 2009 | 04:13 pm
mood: 
bouncy
Watched UP & G.I. Joe yesterday and Joe was definitely better! Maybe Up is a lil not as funny as I thought it would be and that's why. The expectations issue. Haha.
Go watch Joe! Shall wait for its sequel patiently.
Wanted to go Timbre on Saturday. But obviously it failed badly cos' the queue was uber long and everything, so we had to turn to TCC, haha. So funny. But yes it was a great outing with great coffee and great pasta! Pasta de Waraku. Yay! Lol. And a very sad day for yingjie cos' she's gng hall. c'mon! Staying in hostel's gna be fun man. Much better than staying in a bunk. Lol. I'm super looking forward to uni life. You should too! :) We'll still gather tgt la don't worry.
(pictures in very random order, lazy.)
This is how I look like when I'm about to book in, which is in an hour's time. :(
haha.
There's live firing this week which means my saturday's burnt again, oh well. :S
Talking about uni life, im damn excited for my friends la! even if they aren't.
School starting tmr, all the best ok! :)
Im sure I will be damn happy when Im gng to school. And there's three things I must do when I get to uni. Study, keep fit, and find a girlfriend! WAHAHAHAHHA.
Ok that's all. Very pressed for time. See all soon! :)
Happy national day!
Go watch Joe! Shall wait for its sequel patiently.
Wanted to go Timbre on Saturday. But obviously it failed badly cos' the queue was uber long and everything, so we had to turn to TCC, haha. So funny. But yes it was a great outing with great coffee and great pasta! Pasta de Waraku. Yay! Lol. And a very sad day for yingjie cos' she's gng hall. c'mon! Staying in hostel's gna be fun man. Much better than staying in a bunk. Lol. I'm super looking forward to uni life. You should too! :) We'll still gather tgt la don't worry.
(pictures in very random order, lazy.)
This is how I look like when I'm about to book in, which is in an hour's time. :(
haha.
There's live firing this week which means my saturday's burnt again, oh well. :S
Talking about uni life, im damn excited for my friends la! even if they aren't.
School starting tmr, all the best ok! :)
Im sure I will be damn happy when Im gng to school. And there's three things I must do when I get to uni. Study, keep fit, and find a girlfriend! WAHAHAHAHHA.
Ok that's all. Very pressed for time. See all soon! :)
Happy national day!